Ok, hi!! I think post exam activities are such a bore. Well, maybe the newspaper collecting isn't. But the Macritchie Reservoir walk is seriously tiring leh. Somemore it is a day after the newspaper collecting whereby you are already having sore from your bodies yet you have to walk. Ya, and the weather is so hot please. Glad that it drizzle a little when we were going back, at least it is not that humid already.

Tomorrow activities are much more worst, inter class debate follow up by recess and then some talks. I think I will be sleeping through. I told mom that I don't want to go school and she gave me those kind of >:/ face!!! Damn unfair lor, told her cos the activities tomorrow will be boring and somemore I want to rest at home after draining my energy away. She allow my brother not to go school everytime he don't feel like to, then when I asked her only once she gave me face!

Serious man, can I called this biased? Hate it lor, still have to go school :/ I don't know if I need to go band tomorrow not leh, or should I wait for Nadia (if she has band)? I just want to go to bed now and rest, very tired already. I hate having ulcer, suck big times!!!!

Very nice song!!

I am sorry, just let it go.

I stayed at home and rot for 2 days already, spent my days watching 福氣又安康. I watched finished already, I realized that I like to rushed through finishing dramas as fast as possible, lol. Don't know why, but I think it's very shiok!! And for now, I want to watch 下一站, 幸福 . Hope I can finished it fast, I saw the preview of the whole show and I think it'll be very nice but is very sad leh! ):

I don't know whether should I go out or stay at home today, Nadia doesn't want to come out. And I don't know who to call to accompany me. I am at home again now, parents out for work, siblings out for school! And today my bro is taking his 'O' level, GOOD LUCK BRO!!! WORK HARD OK! YOUR SISTER AT HOME SUPPORT YOU, LOL.

I don't think I would be going oversea this holiday, my bro want to stay at Singapore to work while my parents don't want him to be alone at home. I don't know how it'll go, I helped them checked all the tours already then they told me this. Suck to the max lo, shouldn't have helped.

I didn't post yesterday as I was very tired and shag by the time I reached home. I went to school with Nadia in the morning with band uniforms and shoes. We were release from class at 11 plus (but it was our recess so not a big deal anyway) then had our lunch and changed to band tee and pe short. Assemble at foyer and had hair check.

We reached UCC very early and went to our waiting room to set up instruments and get ready for full dress rehearsal. As there was no reception in the waiting room, those who wants reception will go to the toilet, lol. We had 2 rounds of rehearsal plus tea break and dinner break then the actual spectrum 4 started.

We was asked to stand up for Bao Bei Dui Bu Qi and I am so embarrassed lo, in the middle of second row. Walao, thanks first row also got stand up then help me to be blocked. I think overall was great. We went back to the waiting room to wait for curtain call. Everything only finished and we left UCC at 11pm. Totally shag and tired in the bus. Reached school put back our instruments and went home with Nadia.

Dad and brother waited for me at YT and we went off for our supper, lol^^ I luv my dad to the max lo, always will fetched and wait for me whenever I had performance till very late. We ate at Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe, shiok to the max. But I slept half way through while my bro and dad was talking. Didn't even finished my food and just slept at the table. When I woke up the staff looked at me and I give her the blur wake up face, lol.

Walked back home half awake half sleeping. MRT was closed by that time though ard 1.30am like that. Reached home bathed and talked on phone for less than 30 mins then felt shag and went to sleep at around 2am.

Then only woke up at 11am today by Joel's msg. Then text Ting Ting and tell her that her keys was with me, not sure if I am meeting her not. But it's already 2PM don't know if she want to go out or can go out not. Text her but she hasn't reply my msg yet.

Pictures taken during rehearsal:

Ting Ting and me^^V

Ting Ting, Yolanda and me.

Samantha, Ting Ting, Yolanda and me.

I think I will go bath now and wait for Nadia to text me back and see how things go. Either I stay at home or I go out with her.

We had spectrum rehearsal just now till 5 plus and only reached school at around 6PM. Then went off for dinner with Nadia at Lot. I hate UCC, the waiting room is underground and there's no network connection one lor. I tried so many times also can't until I went to the toilet then got connection, suck ballzx leh!!

Tomorrow is spectrum, wonder if things will go on smoothly not. I hope so lo. But I guess and think I will be very tired and shag tomorrow cos we gonna go school in the morning and halfway through leave class and go to UCC for final rehearsal. Plus I am going to watch shows till 12AM tonight!!!

I had the urge of wanting to re pierce back my tragus or maybe pierce helix. How? I think mom would kill me if I tell her. But she knows about my tragus that time but she choose to keep quiet about it. Which make me feel so uncomfortable with it. I will drag Nadia to pierce with me since she likes it too!!^^

Ok, I am off to write letter for Mr lee cos I need to pass it up the first thing tomorrow morning. Anyway I feel like skipping school tomorrow and go only for the spectrum thing, but I am sure teacher will be not happy with it. I want to wear slipper to school, lol!

Presenting ..... MBLAQ^^

Mir, in my opinion he's very handsome^^♥

Lee Joon, such a cute face lor!!♥

Thunder/ Chun Doong, Sandra Park's brother. Another cutie, he is just like his sister likes to do funny poses infront of camera.♥

G.O, he looks cool when they perform live ok!

Seung Ho, not bad not bad.

So which hunk you like? I like the first three. I am starting to like their song, 'Oh Yeah'. BEAST's Bad Girl is also making me getting addicted with it. Ok, enough about KPOP. I think I will go on and on non stop if I am going to continue, lol.

I had been watching 福氣又安康 these few days and I am at episode 12 already!!! Shoik leh, I like both the main male lead. 邱泽 (same birthday as me!!!) who looks a lot like Mike He and 蓝正龙, I like his smile!! Luv them to the max lo.

Enough of photos spam I think.

I was sick yesterday thus I didn't blog. I spent my whole day staying at home as my mom don't allow me to go out and spread my germs around, lol. So, I watched Shining Inheritance from morning till midnight. Shiok please!!! Imagine one whole day sit right in front of com, I like!!! Anyway, I finished watching it already 1 week down with 28 episode, hehe. Somemore I used my study time to watch during EOY. Uh-oh, that's why when my result is out, it will be the worst.

Let's not talk about school or result, it's time to relax now isn't it. Do it when there's still time^^ I shall indulge myself with more variety korean shows or just some drama shows instead, not sure what to watch now. But I will find one really nice show to watch soon, so for the time being variety show shall boost up my energy, hehe.

Ah, Shining inheritance is really a nice show. I recommend you guys to watch it, but be prepared to be sad for the first few episode! I starting watch it because of Lee Seung Gi as he was starring in it. Maybe I shall watch hong kong or taiwan or korean show, not really sure. There's Partner, Xing Fu You Ang Kang, He Who Can't Married, Summer Scent. Aiya, I think I will take my time and choose slowly which to watch first. Recommend shows for me to watch leh.

Ah, ok. I want to continue on my variety show now. Luv it to the max!!!!!! Should I go out tomorrow? I want to relax, I guess only some know why. I shall contact Nadia again later and ask.

Well, there's lot of new rookie coming in to KPOP so I shall share some with you guys:

BEAST (under cube entertainment)

MBLAQ

& comeback of SHINee:

Ring Ding Dong

so which performance do you guys like? I like SHINee's dance move especially the Ring ding dong ring ding dong, ring diggy ding diggy ding ding ding. Plus there's some other part which is very cool too (last part with their legs)!! I am looking for these 3 groups performance! I am starting to like MBLAQ cos Sandra Park's brother, Thunder is one of the group member. He's the one with short hair which looks abit like how Nichkhun is when he had comeback for Again and again. I also like BEAST, I think their song is rather addictive at least it makes me want to repeat playing it^^

but well, 2PM and BigBang are still my number 1 choice!!! Let's check out theirs' previous performances^^

Again and Again

Taeyang's My Girl

Because love brings me to no where that's why I'm afraid.

Art was the last paper which was also yesterday. I stayed up till 2am to do my preparatory work with my stomach giving me problems every now and then. But still managed to hang on. Had a sleep and woke up at 4.40am to try to finish up some parts but I was very tired and was finding my materials for very long end up waste alot of time.

After that went to school for art and I used the full 3 hours to finish the final actual piece I am doing. But I tell you, it real suck. Hate it, somemore it's very ugly. Full of regrets, but whatever nothing is going to help anyway. Went to see a doctor with mom in the night, I hope I will get well real soon!!!

I woke up late today though there's band and I slept in early last night like ard 10 plus. I did woke up at 6 when my mom called me to cos she thought I had school but I went back to sleep again after replying texts. Thus I slept all the way till 9am which is the time band started. As my stomach was very pain I spent a long time to get ready everything and skip eating medicine as I went empty stomach.

I reached school only at 10am which is an hour later-.- Had practice all the way till 11.30 like that then went to Yolanda's house as she wanna prepared then me, Nadia and her trained down to Bugis as Nadia want to get her stuff. I just did window shopping which really suck as I didn't know that we will go down straight plus I had stomach pain and thought I will go home instead.

So now I just reached home and came blogging.

"People sees me as someone strong, but I ask myself how strong can I be.
It's just the outer shell that I am carrying with. Strong, how do you define it?
Not crying easily, learn things from the hard way, treat people coldly? It
sounds like no one understand. The scariest thing in life isn't death, I think
it's love. I guess no matter how hard you want to run away or don't bother about
certain stuff it'll still return back to you waiting for an answer. If I am ever
going to break down, I think the reason would be love... I am not as strong as what you guys think I am. "

I am feeling very sick since last night till now. I had the feeling of wanting to vomit everytime and I can't finished what I eat. I told mom in the morning and I was afraid that she wouldn't want me to go school. But I still went lah, cos there's examination. Anyway the plaster on my wrist made me looks like I have some very serious illness, lol.

Anyway, I did very badly for physics. I wanted to raise my hand when the invigilator asked who was not feeling well. My stomach really hurts and I think it's because I ate the cold nuggets with cold curry!! ): We had break in between first paper and second thus I rest at the canteen. I think what Joel says is really true on birthday, you will fail papers easily.

POA, I can't even balance any of it. So pek chek somemore I no correction tape and it makes my whole paper very untidy whenever I tries to cancel it. And I was doing the paper for damn slow afetr 1 hour I still at first question. Somehow it rained during the paper and my stomach start to give me problems again. Went to the library after the paper ended, slept there as I was very tired and sick.

Nadia went out and get someone in and pass me cake in the middle of the library, so embarrassing with people looking, Nadia still sings birthday song together with Peiyun and some, make me more paiseh. Anyway, thanks.

Stayed at the library for a while and went off to Fajar to had my lunch. Went home after that as I was really sick and tired. I really hate being sick especially sick and wanting to vomit, suck. Dad is bringing me to the doctor later, don't know if I will have enough time for art. I hope so, gotta rush through it if not I can say bye bye liao.

Anyway, thank you to those who wish me happy birthday^^ And Glenn forgets it's mine birthday lo-_- I hope that Zhixian remember it is my birthday!!! Bring me to some good place for good food hor. Lol. There's band tomorrow, I wonder if I am well enough to go for it. I hope my stomach don't give me any problems by tomorrow.

So examinations are really giving me headaches especially Eng of Year Examination. I guess this time round my results will drop a lot ): Nothing get into my brain no matter how hard I memorize especially Literature. Damn it.

Tomorrow is Maths Paper 2 and I am very worried about it cos it'll be set by Mr Ong. And I had been watching korean show the moment I reached home. Oh, Shining Inheritance is the show that I am currently watching now, it's very ncie. The first few episode is very touching and sad ): Lee Seung Gi is the main lead in this show, along with a very pretty female lead. I guess I would finished watching it by end of this month. Wanna watch it finished fast so that I can watched on other shows too!!!

One 0f the theme song for the show, it's very nice ok!!!

I went over to my granny's house yesterday to celebrate her 80th birthday. All my uncles and aunts were there too thus very noisy plus crowded. I went over earlier to consult my cousin for help in maths. I am very worried about my maths paper 2 cos I did badly for paper 1 already. At around 3PM, cut the cake and sang birthday song. I didn't eat the cake though cos I was not really hungry but it's durian cake leh!!!!

Anyway stayed there all the way till 10PM. I didn't even study on anything except doing the maths paper. I am going to chiong my studies tonight on physics and literature. I don't want to fail my Combine Humanities again. So sick to see D7 all the while on my report card. Suck a lot man! I got a very cute niece, hehe. She can remember my name already and she just went on saying ah yi! Then when you asked her where is Xinfang ah yi she will point to me. Luv her a lot leh!!! She is damn cute lo^^



Let's break up by Lee Seung Gi.

Firstly, I screwed my Maths Paper 1 and Social Studies. Damn it, I totally wrote out of point for SS, they asked why decline of birth rate, I answered how they promote birth rate and that essay is worth 12marks!!!! I don't know what I'm doing, seriously. I just hope to get a C5/6 for SS. I really don't want to fail SS. As for maths, damn it. I don't know what I'm doing neither. I can't get the fear off me and I kept thinking that my answer is wrong.

As for tomorrow it is Chemistry paper 3 and POA. Gotta go study for POA as I am very weak in it. I wanna do well for POA, please.



I think it's very funny. Lee Seung Ri is very handsome leh.

Met Nadia earlier so that she can teach me POA, as usual had Mac for breakfast and sat at Mac Cafe to study. We left YT earlier so that we won't need to rush and afraid of being late however by doing so, I SAW THE WEDNESDAY STALKER!!!! Actually I didn't even notice or thought about him one leh.

But when the door is closing he faster ran inside and since I was standing far from Nadia I cant talk to her and tell her how scared I am. Plus he is standing close to me thus I faced the pole instead of him. HE IS FUCKING SCARY. I DAMN LONG NEVER SEE HIM ALREADY LEH!!! THEN HE TODAY SUDDENLY APPEARED OUT OF NO WHERE_l_ I faster browsed through my contacts see who I can call and I just press the call button I saw without knowing who am i calling to._. BUT NO ONE ANSWER LA, TAMADE.

Then as soon as I reached CCK, I faster alight and from my side view I can see that he wanted to get out too but didn't. I even saw him wanting to touch my bag or my hand. WTF!!!!!

I faster walked out quickly to find Nadia, Nadia still joked about him knowing where is our school, what time I will reach YT station and I take LRT to school everyday after she said that I am like WTH, WHY DIDN'T I THOUGHT OF IT?!!!! I HOPE I WON'T SEE HIM NEXT WEDNESDAY. HE ALWAYS COME OUT FROM NOWHERE AND THEN POPPED IN WHEN THE DOOR IS CLOSING AND COME STANDING NEXT TO ME!!! _l_

Anyway, don't wanna speaking about the Wednesday stalker already talked about him made my goosebumps stand. He's really scray. When Nadia saw him, she laughed out until very loud then made me very scared. PLUS SHE IS STANDING SO FAR FROM ME. WHILE THE STALKER STAND SO CLOSE TO ME. OK, I hate him to the max.

Ok, tomorrow is SS and Maths paper 1. I am very worried for these 2 subjects ok!!! I think I wil be going school early to consult Mr goh for maths (matrix, arc length and blah blah.)

There's chemistry remedial today thus I woke up early today but by the time I reach school which is 8am(no one reach yet lo) except Mirabelle. So I waited for Nadia outside Art Room, then went for chemistry together. We went through corrections for acid,bases and salt test. I got the same mark as Nadia^^

After remedial, we took train to Lot 1 as usual for our branch. Otw there I saw things that made me traumatised ): I saw this guy digging his balls, scratching his butt and adjusting his underwear. I'm sorry if it makes you feel uncomfortable, but that's the way he made me felt. Nadia treat me to KFC meal and I kept disturbing her. Haha! I disturbed her when she put on her specs. I said Professor Ting-停. 停 in chinese means stop and her name in chinese is also ting but is this 婷 not this 停. She say I was trying to act cute, and she walked off leaving me saying 停停停 to stop her. Lol.

She kept wanting to hit me even when we are on the escalator she hit my butt and chase me. She is not afraid that I fall down and hurt myself, haha. I kept laughing at my own joke and I think she was dulan yet lovin it at the same time. Anyway, I think with me around she is very happy lo!!!!

Anyway from the moment I reached home till now I had been using the computer and did nothing except surfing the net. I just webcam with Nadia on msn^^ She took my pictures (very unglam) and threaten to post it on her blog. But I plead with her not to, and she said she deleted. Also don't know if she is bluffing me or not. Tsk (her favourite word)!!!! I webcam with her for hours and even disturbed her and distract her from not able to hear her service things also make her jealous by eating durian cakes infront of the webcam. Hehe^^

I hope dad is willing to change a phone for me, I think LG crystal is very chio. I wonder what kind of phone he would be willing to buy for me. I shall see what phone my bro is getting. I am hungry already but I am broke to buy my own dinner plus I am at home alone ):

Teayang's baby I'm sorry is so addictive

I am going to vent my anger now, so if you think you will get fed up by reading it then please click the red cross and get out of my blog(:

#01. Yeah girl, go ahead and complain. GO ON, ARE YOU SURE I AM THE ONE THAT STARE AT YOU FIRST_l_ PLEASE, DON'T KNOW HOW MANY MONTHS AGO AT CCK, YOUR FRIENDS STARE AT ME AND NADIA FIRST RIGHT!!!
#02. Stop pushing the blame on me, I am not the one that fucking stare at her first. She complains to you, means she wants to stir up troubles NOT ME!! I just merely looked back at her cos SHE LOOKS AT ME FIRST WHEN HER FRIENDS ARE TALKING TO HER.
#03. If you're thinking that you are not siding with her. THINK AGAIN, ARE YOU SURE? IF YOU ARE NOT SIDING WITH HER, WHY ON EARTH WOULD YOU HELP HER TO COME AND QUESTION ME?
#04. I am not the one that's trying to make the matters big!! She complains to you first so are you trying to say that by self defending myself for my own rights is wrong? Am I wrong to rebut back how I feel? ARE YOU VERY SURE I AM TRYING TO MAKE THE MATTER BIG ?
#05. So what if she's lower sec, must I let her off just because of this? So she can go around the streets and stare at anyone she wants to and others must let her off because she is just a sec1? WHAT KIND OF LOGIC ARE YOU TRYING TO TALK?
#06. CAN YOU GUARANTEE THAT SHE WON'T STARES AT ME AGAIN? IS SHE GOING TO SIGN ANY CONTRACT ABOUT DO NOT STARE AT XINFANG? WHAT IF SHE BREAK IT? SIDING WITH HER AGAIN? GO ON.
#07. Yes, I quarrel over this thing but I am fighting for my own rights. I don't see what I did wrong about. If she didn't stare at me every time I pass by her, you think I will look back at her? WHAT HAPPEN THAT DAY WAS NOT THE FIRST TIME. THERE'S COUPLE OF TIMES WHEN I PASS BY HER SHE WILL LOOK AT ME. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT. Some days back while Nadia and I was walking back to class from Art room, she and her two other friends pass by and she just looked at me as though I did something wrong. AND AT THAT MOMENT OF TIME I WAS TALKING TO NADIA. IS SHE SO INTERESTED TO KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING TO NADIA ABOUT.

I guess I have vent enough anger already^^. I just realised that I am not the only one hating her, haha. If you have any comments or feels unhappy about it there's nothing I can do.

Anyway, I had my English examination today in the hall. I find the compo very difficult to write as I can't think of what to write. As for paper 2 the comprehension, I just copied all from the passage itself and the summary I only wrote 139 words. I guess I did not have enough points. As for tomorrow it'll be Chinese. Had to learn the 50 words and meanings plus the format of gong han and si han. Gotta go memorise and learn the words later!!!

Should I watch project runway/ American Next Top Model tonight or study for Chinese?