You want a guy's perspective? Ask your dad!

Me: Dad, how can I be sure if a guy really likes me or not?
Dad: If a guy really likes you, he would do whatever it takes to be yours. You see, there are two kinds of "being interested". One is, when a guy likes you but has his heart open to other girls. This is the kind that isn't so serious about being serious. The other kind of "being interested" is the kind that I want a guy to be interested in you. This is the kind whose eyes are set on you, and only you. No other girls. The one that sends you those long text messages on how much he means to you, gives you goodmorning and goodnight calls telling you to have a good day and to have sweet dreams. If a guy really wants you to be his, he wouldn't be ashamed to introduce you to his friends and even better, his family. I would want you to have a guy that when he looks into my daughter's eyes, he feels like he doesn't belong anywhere else but your heart.

FML........

So I was clearing my room in time for CNY...... and seriously fml so badly that at the point of time I want to cry so badly (I was clearing away my books to make space for my room.) T.T I really hate myself so much for being so stupid whenever it comes to major examinations..... Always, I let myself down during such cases- PSLE, O level, repetition. I know I can't blame anyone but myself. (I should go bang my head against the wall so badly till I know how to face the reality..)

If time could turn back, I really want to go back to the start of sec 4 and put in effort in my study. My academic results drop so badly from sec 3 to sec 4. Fml much but who to blame except myself being so engross with my kpop daily..... )))):

Now, I know how realistic the world is lor.... After release of results, ppl start to ask: "eh, how much you get??!?!?!?!", Me:"(sad face) fml la, (stupidly giggle)...... i want retake o lvl!!!!!!" Perhaps study hard doesn't beat study smart!!!! That's one thing for sure for me.

To the point of which I tolerated some nasty comment made. (don't know whether if the person need to be so straightforward not!!!!!!_l_) So she asked me "oh ya, how's your o lvl result?" and me being me said, "hai hao lor..... (okok, which obviously is a lie)" and she start digging and digging more information from me. So I went "er......L1R4.... L1R5..... (sorry I really find it embarrassing to type my results here so don't bother finding it.)" then her immediate reaction was " huh!!!!! SO LOUSY STILL DARE TO SAY YOUR RESULT?!?!" Fml so badly that at that moment I can only fucking smile and giggle like some bitch ass _l_....... (which I don't understand why I did, maybe out of embarrassment.. T.T) Then yes, the most horrible thing happen, COMPARING OF RESULTS........ bitching about who's fare the highest score, can go to those reputable junior college to me for having such lousy result not knowing which school to accept me. And to them for having some smart brains there that doesn't need much studying and yet can score good grades, to me study don't know what and result being shit.

YA..... SO FML SO BADLY. Sometimes when you really don't want to care nor think much about it, ppl start to probe and cause misery to you. I also want to be proud of myself someday and say "HEY, THOSE WHO LOOK DOWN ON ME LAST TIME SO BADLY, I FUCKING OWN THIS TIME ROUND. COME AND KNEEL IN FRONT OF ME AND BEG ME FOR FORGIVENESS FOR LOOKING DOWN ON ME." Even if I have to lose something important I also don't want to be look down by others. FYI, IT SUCKS ALOT!!!!!!!

I want to retake my o lvl lor............. (this is how much I hate my result, how much I hate myself.)

I kinda hate it when ppl already promise to do certain thing yet they ended up breaking it for no reason. Let's find an example, ok.... let's say that your friend A was suppose to meet you to return you your item which he/she lends it from you months ago and last minute she just decided to cancel the meetup with you and imagine you need it urgently. Ok, some of you might say that it's your own problem for being dumb enough to lend it to your friend and not collect it for months back. WELL, THAT'S NOT THE PROBLEM!!! THE PROBLEM IS THAT SINCE IT'S ALREADY AN AGREEMENT CONFIRMED THAT HE/SHE WILL BE MEETING YOU TODAY TO RETURN THE ITEM THEN WHY END UP CANCELING THE MEETING!

*That's just an example, ok!* (Anw, let's go back to what I'm gonna post today, this is not the main focus of today's update!!!!)

THEREFORE, I'M SO SORRY FOR DELAYING THE PICS FROM MNET CONCERT!!!!!! (I know I'm also like the above mention, lol!)But I'm uploading it now, so stop cursing me if you ever did.....

So here's treaties for you guys........ (treat it as belated xmas gift from me!^.^)

First up, b2st!!!

2.P.M. UP NEXT!!!!!!!!!

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OMG, I THINK I AM BEING SUPER KIND TO SPEND 2HOURS IN FRONT OF MY COM TO JUST UPLOAD PICS FOR YOU GUYS TO LOOK!!!!

P/S I only took B2st and 2pm's pics!!! Sorry but I didn't take Mblaq, Miss A and 2am! Oh, and I think these pics came out great ok!!!!

Mnet Ultimate Live Concert 2010

OMGOMGOMG, it's fucking awesome I swear~!!!!!!!

I think it's totally worth it for standing for 3 hours through the concert cos I FUCKING GET TO SEE MY ULTIMATE BIASED BOY GROUP~!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOTS~~ 2PM FOREVER!! I SOUND LIKE A LITTLE FAN GIRL THAT SCREAMS CRAZILY. Whatever la, I think this is the best Christmas present that I've got for myself! I see all members of 2pm lor, worth every single bit.

But after the concert, I had sore throat and my ear drums went abit deaf. HAHAH! Who cares, the concert is awesome and it solve everything. Glad that we persisted on and watched the concert!! <3

Anw, Ive overspent lor!!!!! So budget every week ))): But on the happier note, I got a new Charles&Keith pink wallet along with BFF!! So Im still a happie girl! Anw, I really got to thank her, cos if not for her, there wont be pics for the Mnet concert!!!!!! She came over to my house today to help me out with it ok!!! I've got to admit Im really lousy at those shit.

Hmm, I guess I will upload the pics later on.........