Friday, May 1, 2009

I have a bad sore throat now): It hurts so much that I don't even dare to drink water for the whole day. I had my last sip of plain water 6 hours ago, and I am dying out of thirst soon but I don't want to feel the pain when I drink water!

Seriously, I think I should stop cursing myself to have illness. (Esp there's swine flu now!)

Ok, into serious matters. I really can't focus and concentrate on my studies these few weeks. (Nad& PX know why, don't ya.) I REALLY WANT TO GET GOOD GRADES FOR MYE, BUT WHAT'S HOLDING ME BACK ON MY STUDIES? I really need to go out and study with friends, I can't stay at home and study with the com right in front of me. This matter really freaks me out. Damn it. (I am not complaining, mind you. I am just expressing how I feel.)

So, who is willing to come out and study with me for the next two days? IT'S STUDYING, NOT CRAPPING AND SOME SHIT STUFF. Tell me if you can, cos I really need to study NOW. And I need help in Social Studies, Physics, Literature and maybe Maths.

I had been pondering over what Nadia told me when she came over to my house yesterday. Should I believe or not? I am not doubting Nadia, I am doubting about myself. Maybe, perhaps someone didn't really mean it. I don't know. Anyway, quit it. Should focus on studies now.

I shouldn't get myself chained in the past. Get it out of your head. Dumb.

PS/ I had not eat my dinner yet.
PSPS/ Accompany me?

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