I am fed up.... with you.
Yes, you! Super annoyed today. Only Nadia, Gua Eh' and Jeremy knows. Had a conversation with GuaEh' just now, told him I was super annoyed and angry. And somemore, I don't know why, I was too angry until tears rolled down my cheeks. Anyway, GuaEh' explain to me alot of things. He told me not to pull a long, black face to the person although I may be angry with him/her.
I hope this advise would worked on me. Cos' I don't think I am able not to pull a long, black face on him/her. Really felt f.up and annoyed. I don't know why, my mood these few days was real bad. I get angry/annoyed/dulan easily. I just can't control it. Somehow, I felt like shouting, shouting real loud. Shouting out all my problems/troubles. Deep inside I felt pain, felt like crying but no one knows. Look strong,yet somehow am fragile.
I doesn't want my mood to affect me. Teach me how to stop my mood swing. Forget what happened today, for I don't know what might happened tomorrow. Should I forget it, I don't think so. I am gonna tolerate everything, till one day I can't take it anymore, I will then pour all my troubles out. So when that day arrived, I think I am gonna vent out all my anger.
"Xinfang, never cry for someone who won't cry for you. Brace up!"
Delete some part of the previous post, cos' of some reason. (personal, you doesn't have to know why.)
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