After that went to school for art and I used the full 3 hours to finish the final actual piece I am doing. But I tell you, it real suck. Hate it, somemore it's very ugly. Full of regrets, but whatever nothing is going to help anyway. Went to see a doctor with mom in the night, I hope I will get well real soon!!!
I woke up late today though there's band and I slept in early last night like ard 10 plus. I did woke up at 6 when my mom called me to cos she thought I had school but I went back to sleep again after replying texts. Thus I slept all the way till 9am which is the time band started. As my stomach was very pain I spent a long time to get ready everything and skip eating medicine as I went empty stomach.
I reached school only at 10am which is an hour later-.- Had practice all the way till 11.30 like that then went to Yolanda's house as she wanna prepared then me, Nadia and her trained down to Bugis as Nadia want to get her stuff. I just did window shopping which really suck as I didn't know that we will go down straight plus I had stomach pain and thought I will go home instead.
So now I just reached home and came blogging.
"People sees me as someone strong, but I ask myself how strong can I be.
It's just the outer shell that I am carrying with. Strong, how do you define it?
Not crying easily, learn things from the hard way, treat people coldly? It
sounds like no one understand. The scariest thing in life isn't death, I think
it's love. I guess no matter how hard you want to run away or don't bother about
certain stuff it'll still return back to you waiting for an answer. If I am ever
going to break down, I think the reason would be love... I am not as strong as what you guys think I am. "
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